Struggling Father’s Are Being Undermined

How I feel after #fathersday

Ever get the feeling that you really are naught loved or appreciated? And yes, I’m talking to you, that man, guy, dad/father who may be feeling the same way I felt and feel right now. And, you may have even experienced something similar to what I did, and have year after year; like those who should have at least reached out to say Happy Father’s day.

But didn’t. My children didn’t nor did the mothers. Well, my youngest daughter’s mother did, but even her shhh… was stale too. But it was the thought that counted, but what about my two oldest? These two are grown so what’s their excuse? When I asked the other side of me, the reply was: “Maybe they don’t love you in real life.”

#CanUImagine the look on my face, and the feeling that moved through me at that very moment? I was like: “Wooow… really?” So this how they really feel huh. But then, to make it even worse on self, I gave these mafas and they mammies too, the benefit of the doubt thinking that they still just might, because it’s still early.

They didn’t. You know ya boy was crushed right? You wanna know what I got? A F****** card from my little one’s mother and they both signed it. “But God, she didn’t even make me a sandwich!” 😥 As you can see; even through all the hurt, I still found a way to find some type of humor throughout this such a naught so happy time.

So why am I doing this post today? Well, as a father/dad who knows how it is to struggle mentally with all the obstacles that one faces and or may have to face in time when it comes to life.

I felt the need to once again address as well as bring some awareness to manifest for other struggling and family less feeling father’s who are and have been placed in a position in mind to feel as if they don’t count, are naught important and don’t deserve the same respect, love and recognition that is shown to the mother’s on their day.

Since these mother’s are so 💯 then mind telling me why is it that it’s the mother’s who are seen doing with her little boys what the man (the father of the children) should be doing on his so-called day “Father’s day?”

The things that I see. Let me tell you, man you are going to experience the stressful encounters when trying to find a way of dealing with the reality that, ungrateful #women #blackwomen and #children too; who make all the excuses in the world to why they think they can belittle, undermine, try to discredit and basically exclude man from any due recognition he deserves.

Some of the these women “Black women” if that’s what the title one chooses to be have been programmed to see you as man as merely nothing and or just a donor/baby daddy and guess what? Their teaching the child to be, feel and do the same “Undermine.”

They have an idea how they play a part in the taking man under rather than try to uplift him, but do they care? I think naught. Especially those women who already have children by another man, and they even show to be Un appreciative to ones who try just by being supportive to their single parent a**es. And let me naught forget to let it be known how they teaching the children how to hate their father’s. Too me, it’s some programmed slave mentality Willie Lynch mess going oon and no one wants to come clean about it.

I mean all of the shhh… that those who were before us went through in order for things to turn out like this when it comes to mother’s, father’s and children’s relationship? And if you think that, I’m just being over emotional and sensitive about this. Think again. I #GiveIt2EmRaw all the time in regards to that in itself so let it be known that is naught the case. Here’s a story I found of a young woman’s story on how she “Grew up with a dad who didn’t know how to express love? Here’s how it could be affecting you today.”

Very interesting story, and how it oh so relates to what I am touching on right now. How a daughter is speaking on how her dad had no communication skills when it came to her. And it also hits home with how “Daughters need to know that the first man in their life loved them unconditionally.” but yet, here it is you have a katt like me, who clearly shows to have learned and is somewhat skilled in it, but yet mines don’t even give a f***? And that goes for the son too. So that must be why these women show to be the way they are?

  “Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.”

Exodus 20:12

But anyway, this is just an my way as an #artist #father and #theartist4thepeople of saying #happyfathersday after father’s day, because it’s naught like men don’t say it this same phrase for they a** so why doesn’t the same apply? Show me where a woman has posted that phrase for men and I’ll honor it, but I bet you’ll see it more from us than them.

Brethren, EVERYDAY is and should be your day. You are just as important brughtha/fellow-man and never forget. And I’m naught talking to the punk’s and convertacons that they idolize and praise. This is for those guys #blackmen #nativemen and all real men who can see and recognizes exactly what I’m saying and where I’m coming from.

It’s a battle of the mind, but just keep trying to do your best, and know that you are naught alone. Don’t give up like I feel like doing everyday.

When A Chief Speaks

Just the #ThoughtsofARisingLeader

How I Was Played On Father’s Day

So, this is a post touching on how I was treated on father’s Day. Boy oh boy let me tell you how mafas played me, on the day that, was supposed to be in the honoring of fathers/dads.

I was treated as if I didn’t even f****** exist! And this is in regards to these fake a** black women who want to be acknowledged on their day set for them, but can’t appreciate a man on his day who clearly shows to try his hardest, and projects real worth and value, and I ain’t talking about Us-currency either.

The only women who took the time to say anything was my mother, and my little girl and her mother, but even her shhh…. was shaky as far as I’m concerned and don’t think it was sincere.

But my mother, and youngest child; those are the ones who show to be in my corner anyway.

I’m talking about these fake, snake hooka’z (Black women) who actually know me, and they know who they are.

They see me, and who, I do communicate with here and there from time to time. These dry minded tired h**s; especially one in particular who I won’t say her name yet, but it’s coming, and I’m a make the b**** famous real soon when I drop the song about her, and some of these other pretenders that, I know and how horrible minded these mangy thot bots really are.

I mean damn, that’s for us? I couldn’t get a simple Happy Father’s Day from none of these black women who I actually know, and have been there for, and acknowledged them and even try to esteem them to let them know that, there are men who show to try to keep the faith in them? “Your horrible ways are naught impressive.”

1 Timothy 2:11-15 

“Let a woman learn quietly with all submissiveness. I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man; rather, she is to remain quiet. For Adam was formed first, then Eve; and Adam was not deceived, but the woman was deceived and became a transgressor. Yet she will be saved through childbearing—if they continue in faith and love and holiness, with self-control.”

Maybe these women who I look to, to be for me than against me, are mad because of some of my post that expose some of they’re pretending, and wicked ways. Or maybe they just feel that, I don’t deserve to be acknowledged.

Or maybe my trying to communicate with them, and how I deliver the truth just hurts so bad that, they can’t find it in self to admit their own flaws and when they might be at fault?

Whatever the case, and no matter how they punk a** feel, I do have children, and I show to try to be there, and though, I may be seen in they’re eye’s naught worth the time, I clearly show to be here in living color, and show what some men don’t, and what their own children’s daddies don’t show. I have made myself available in one’s time of need, and this the thanks I get? “These hooka’z got me f***ed up!”

Oon Rilla, I’ve shown to be there even when some of these hooka’z own children’s pappies wasn’t and didn’t even make time for their own seeds.

Maybe I’m the sucka huh? Yea, well that’s what real katt’s like me do when you give a damn and over care for an ungrateful a** woman, which means that, I also care about her children. Why?

Because, I know how it is, but this is one of the main reasons why, I am single, and naught married, because these black women ain’t right in mind, heart nor spirit “What happened to real women?”

When asked could I go up to the school for a certain woman’s children did I say: “Naught my child nor my responsibility?”

Well ask that b****. And show you how even them little mafas are cut too; they didn’t even take the time out to call and say shhh… neither.

Smfh Relationships between men and women are fictitious #InTheseDayzOfTyme.

IT GETS DEEPER

And it don’t stop there. It gets deeper. Even my so-called children ain’t have shhh…. to say either on my day.

Really? So basically, I don’t even exist for whatever they’re UN excusable excuses may be, but here’s the thing; no matter how they may feel about me, them little mafas wouldn’t even exist in this life time, nor their children either without me, gong half on them, so I’m oon they a** too oon Rilla.

None of this is cool as far as I’m concerned nor does it make any sense to me. And to be honest, I’m really just venting right now, because as a man/father/dad, and artist my expression is way of trying to get some type of balance in situations like this, because I’m hurt, I’m disappointed, I feel dishonored, disrespected, turned on and betrayed by the very ones who supposed to love and appreciate me no matter my faults, and this tends to weigh heavily on ones mental.

One thing we do know if you know me, or of me is that, I know how to admit my faults when and or if I’m wrong in any way. These are the ones who should try to work towards better bonding and connecting with me, to support me, rather than bump heads and make dumb a** excuses to distant themselves from me, due to having these f***ed up attitudes with no ability to settle differences with a man who tries to reason when it comes to situations, and if anybody should have an attitude, it should clearly be me.

It just shows how horrible minded some of these black women have become, and how they are teaching their children to be just as worse #InTheseDayzOfTyme.

They low-minded, and disrespectful, and would rather show honor, love and respect for some of these scumbag punk a** so-called real dudes who clearly just use they ass up for what they show to be, and that’s just a “Carrier.”

They go to bat for all the wrong ones, and try to make mockery of men who struggle to make them look like fools, because they are choosing to take better paths in life, but that’s too much like right.

The shhh… I see, but yet, I still try to give these buzzards the benefit of the doubt meanwhile all they do is trying to come with that snake mind state, and pamper these suckas while paying them to be slaves so that they bend to their voodoo will, and obey their every command, and if I have to subject myself to that, then I’m straight, and you can stay your musty made up Mannequin face a**es as far away as you can from me, because I’ll do you dirty, real dirty for playing with me.

I mean how could these mafas do this to me? Oh, I think I know what it is…. Their on that “Take the man of God’s kindness for a weakness” tip.

And while I’m on that, even the scriptures speak on some thing that say’s honor thy mother, and thy father right?

It also says how a disobedient child will naught make it far right? But yet, some of these same “HALLELUJAH, AND THANK YOU JESUS HOOKA’Z” who talk that “I put my pastor and church first before you” type of b****** but in the same breath are the same ones who basically using God and Jesus’s name as a front.

They have really struck a nerve, and I feel violated in every way without naught even an apology.

These are the same BITTER a** black women who are some of the same ones who actually see men like me, struggling to be and do right who shows to make time to be around, and active in my child’s life who act like what a katt do ain’t shhh….

Is it jealousy? Jealous of the fact that, I show some of what they wish their BABY DADDIES could project?

Nope nothing special, I just try to make corrections to my own errors, and continue to work harder, and I thank the creator (God) for that, and that in itself is the difference.

And as far as my so-called children are concerned they don’t f*** with me, because I’m too zero tolerant for them, I guess.

But, is that a justifiable excuse? Never have I denied them and or made myself naught available in case they just may want to take about some real life shhh…, but I just don’t have the mind time for the fake world shhhh……

I leave that for them to deal with if they so choose, but I show some of what others choose naught to show, and this the thanks I get?

Never should they have crossed the line with me, and show such disrespect, and dishonor, but as the saying goes: “The creator (God) don’t like ugly” so, I just gotta “Pray 4 Those”

Exodus 20:12

“Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.”

I mean how could any women, and or her children naught appreciate a man like me, who struggles and tries to be and do right.

I’ve lived the life that, some of these bust down b****** look at to be real in these dudes acts, and they’re so quick to cling to, and have their backs while katts like me, continue to be played as if ones change doesn’t matter.

I know that, I’m naught perfect by far, and naught trying to be. And I may naught have that IDEA man with the fantasy look that some of these dames be trying to have a katt switch to.

Try to dress a n**** up to be a show piece like he one of them funky a** mutts that they be having, and that’s probably why you see many of them with those little mafas, to replace a man who don’t play games.

I know that, I am naught the only one who has experienced this, and that’s why I’m doing this post.

To express myself, the heartache and pain of man instead of going into a rage and choke the life out of one of these disrespectful a** black women, because if you wrong, you wrong, and if you wrong then be woman enough to express it.

Why play me like that? I guess that’s just the world that we are living in now. So anyway, thanks for reading and feel free to hit the like, and drop a comment below with your thoughts on this topic.

Am I wrong for feeling this way? I mean seriously who does this to men of God who struggle to be and do right? Make sure to press play, and listen to the song above, and leave some feedback, I’m out.

Peace and many blessings to the eye’s, and minds that seek.

When A Chief Speaks