When You Feel Like You’re Under Attack

Gotta lett’em Know Then Slowly Lett’em Go

So I wanted to do this post today on when you’re feeling like you’re under attack. I think many whether they feel the need to admit it and see it to be true or naught. I think those who can actually feel where I’m coming from by probably also feeling the same will agree. And at this very moment in time, and space, I am going through it, and feeling it right now heavily. It’s a mental attack, and I wanted to touch on it in hopes that it will bring awareness to those who also may be feeling the same, and to know that you are naught alone even though you may feel as if you are. 

Feeling overwhelmed, stressed, and under pressure  due to everyday stressors like going throughout life as if you’re all alone due to those who are closer to you showing through their actions that make you feel a sense of distrust, disappointment, letdown and disregard to what you might have to say when it comes to certain things that tend to bother you. let me be the one to tell you that, just the thought of it in itself is a struggle to find a way to deal with. When i touch on these type of topics, I don’t do it just by the experience of what I see, but by my own experiences to what I know.

I am no stranger to none of it, and that’s why I see self as one who shows to be more qualified to speak on it; especially when it comes to issues such as friendship, relationship and family issues and fallout’s. The #battleofthemind? Better know it, and the feeling alone is super crucial. It’s so much going on in this wicked a** world full of deceptions and lies that people tend to project out onto the set stage when many love to wear the mask. It’s very hard to even want to deal with anyone when you go about life with such a feeling of distrust because people feel like they can just string you along like their playing the violin or something. Men doing it, women doing it, so called friends are doing and it’s as if it’s been embedded (planted) like a seed withing people’s mind to accept this to be looked at as if it’s a okay.

Naught sorry to say, but it’s naught. It hurts a brughtha bad when he has to feel as if there is no one who really is trying to have a standing with him, and realize that, as a man no matter how hardcore one may have been and or may be. I still hurt, I still feel pain and I have no problem with the ability to express one’s thoughts on how mafas will play and show to treat and do ya. So, it is my hopes that someone like you whomever you may be, but most importantly my subscribers who show to still be connected with me, this is for you. This is naught just for anyone. It may be for everyone, but naught anyone, because anyone can naught totally relate to where I’m coming from unless they themselves either have, are or can due to knowing of the struggles of someone who is close, and sometimes you just feel like F*** it and just giving up on it everything and everyone.

Mental Illness is on the rise, and has been and that’s why you’ve been seeing it so much lately be it through people, the news etc. I been talking about it for years now, and that’s why I released the album The Battle of the Mind. We’re all going through it #inthesedayzoftyme. And though I really didn’t know how I was going to do this post, I found a way to put the words together, because it’s naught easy to bring it all together when you’re going through shhh… and naught as focused. So I say to you, you may feel alone just as I do all the damn time, but you’re naught. I want you to know that somebody does really care even if I don’t know you personally. I just have trust issues I guess, because people really try you and try to use your humble and kindheartedness as a weakness. #canuimagine ? Have you notice how people have really become distant towards the real, and more closer to the fake? I guess that’s just the way it is, or is it?

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Is Something As Serious As Mental Health And Depression Being Ignored With Intent?

“What is normal, and why are people with real life struggles laughed at or not taken seriously?” Click the picture above. “It Gets Deeper”

So is it true that the struggles with Mental Health issues are being most slept on by those who act like they love and care about you? Those who are closer to you?

Here’s what I’ve noticed; no one appears to care about how serious Mental Health, Depression and Suicide really is until they’re either directly affected by it in some way or it hits home by someone being affected by it that are family who either takes their life or almost does it, and now people want to pay attention and take it serious when all actuality the signs were clearly shown to you Right Be 4 Your Eyez before hand.

Why do people naught care when the love one is here, but as soon as something tragic happens you have their undivided attention now that your either almost dead or laying in a casket? Didn’t have much to say to you in the physical, made excuses to how they lack in communication skills or they don’t know how to love someone who suffers from mental illness so, they basically abandon them, and or blame them for having such a struggle,  but now that you are gone they want to pretend that they loved you so………….. much, and try to have all the communication and conversation (crocodile tears pouring)  in the world with you, does that really count now that you are gone?

I’m just so serious with knowing what others have to truly say about this, because to me, that seems a little fake for them to commit such acts on people who they say they truly care about, but that’s just me, but I am raising topic of these thoughts for discussion for anyone who sees, and can prove different. Anyhow, I also ran across, and while reading an authors story about her own hands on experiences with family suffering from Depression and Mental Illnesses, I found her story so true, and truly powerful, and on point; that I wanted to share it with y’all.

I will leave a link for those of you who decide to take the time to read it, and feel free to leave your thoughts on this topic. Also, be sure to CLICK HERE to listen to a song clip from a song that will be on a LP project that, I’m working on that relates to this topic, and her story The Battle Of the Mind. Here is the link to the story called: “My Story” by little Blog of letting Go. Check it out and leave your thoughts below, thanks and may you be motivated, elevated and inspired by the work of #TheArtist4thePeople, blessings to all.

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