People In Your Life May Naught Be Satisfied Until You Hurt And Or Die

Up early in the morning, it’s 4:19 AM with a whole lot on my mind. Naught like that’s naught everyday though anyway.

So anyway, I’m just laying here, and it crosses my mind how there are those close and in your life, circle, team, squad group whatever you claim or call it; who just naught satisfied until you hurt and or even just die.

And then, I don’t even think that satisfies their thirst for seeing things however they want to see by their selfish acts and ways.

Pretty sure you the reader are a bit thrown off by this post. Or, you just may be feeling where I’m coming from, because you too may well be feeling the same due to those who are close to you who appears to never be satisfied, and do stuff that they know may well rub you in a way that is naught so settling.

But what do I mean, and why am I on such a subject matter at this moment? Well, because when you know the type of love, care and thoughtfulness that I or even you put out, of course you gone feel some type a way about a lot of the shhh… you put up with, and the overwhelming obstacles that you face and go through on the daily.

When I say: “There’s a direct and indirect attack being waged on the minds of men” especially of my tone, I mean just that. You have those type of men who are trying hard to get it right. And then you have those who feel like it’s too hard and much to carry when it comes to being man, so they just like: “F_ _ _ that it’s too much” so they’ve choosen to just give up and that goes for women too.

Where am I going with this? What I’m saying is…. it just seems like no matter how much you strive to be; the hope, and faith is it even worth it and or paying off?

You (MAN) of my tone who are actually showing what needs to be shown only to feel unappreciated by those who you feel should show some type of sign that they really feel where you coming from by certain acts that they know truly matters to you.

But they don’t, these women out here pretending to listen when they only hearing what they want to hear or what they feel is relevant, and matters at that moment to and for them. Just like this post, this blog, my music, thoughts, energy and even my life, and the life of other men of my tone who truly struggle for that matter.

Even though I kinda know that I might be appreciated, deep down within I feel I’m naught and I have my reasons.

Or maybe it’s just me, but I’m shown that I don’t have any room or right to my opinions, have an opinion nor room to voice, speak on and or even constructively complain about some of the many things that I see some y’all favorite rappers, actors, celebrities and entertainers touching on and it’s cool, but as soon as men like me speak on it it doesn’t deserve the same time and attention?

Where’s the equality in that? And let me naught forget to make it very clear to how you have these women of my tone who don’t make it no better.

You have these black women if that’s where we at with it, African American Black Women, Goddess, Divas, Queens whatever title you choose to see fit. They’re a part of the mind game mess too. Here it is a katt like me, I know I’m far from perfect, and messes up as well have my own flaws.

But I’ll tell you this… I know the true importance of women of my tone so I strive to deliver whats needed especially to the one’s I see hope in, love and care for.

I myself try to project everything that you have black women out here trying to say no longer exist or is being shown by black men and or men of my tone actually does! Just the other night I tried (Like always) to show my token of appreciation to this woman who I really dig and you know what she did?

Fell asleep on the phone on me. 😆 I try to laugh to keep from crying and being angry and furious about how I think somebody trying to play me. What men you know of my tone really showing to care about the little things like talking beyond texting?

Showing that what you (Woman) may be going through is noticed and you don’t have to feel mentally alone? WHO? Ya Pastor? All and all though, I’m tired.

Tired of people trying to make it seem as if I’m temporary feel good for the moment. My time and energy count just like anyone else’s.

Just seem like the honable man just don’t stand a chance. I guess that’s where God comes into play, but God is only supposed to assist you in certain matters, “

WHAT WORK ARE YOU SHOWING TO PUT IN FOR GOD TO SEE THAT YOU’RE REALLYTRYING TO GET IT AND MAKE IT RIGHT?”

Other than that, you supposed to have those who will hopefully Spiritually move you by esteeming and uplifting you so that you know that those who you look to and depend on are also giving you the same energy that you try so damn hard to project.

But they wonder why mentally Illness, sickness and distrust and even wanting to deal with mafas is on the rise.

So this is why I feel how I feel, because even if you die do they show the necessary change? Just something for those who know what I’m saying, why I’m saying it and can feel my pain and where I’m coming from. Undermine me for what?

Yes, there are men of my tone who still know how and or are working on how to love and care. You mafas out just showing to stand up for, be for, help, aid, support and build with and up the wtong one’s The 👉 #battleofthemind continues

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Do Women Show To Be Against Men Of God Who Struggle But Defend Those Who Appear To Have It All?

I wanted to touch on something real quick just to see if I’m tripping or naught.
I can recall being told by a woman: “My relationship with God is between me, and him.”
And though, I found that to be a kind of an insult, and even a slap in the face, because if one knows the chain of command, you know that there is order, and man is the second in command of that order.
But what I had to sit back and ponder on is that, any woman who say’s that she is a follower of the creator (God’s) word should clearly know this, meaning that, if a man clearly projects, and exercises what God left, and she sees, but tries to justify her bogish acts by making excuses to why she shouldn’t listen to a man especially the one who tries to share what was sent, and who strives to do what was asked, which is build with woman by the esteeming of and the guidance of her mind that also leads to a better bonding and connection.
 
You would think that a man who stands on law would be honored, and respected by a woman for his will and efforts to try to build with her mentally, and spiritually, because this is what the creator (God) said to do right?
“But I want you to understand that the head of every man is Christ, the head of a wife is her husband, and the head of Christ is God”
 
But here’s what the excuse would be: “we’re naught married.” True! But if I was I would naught tolerate what is tolerated and that’s real.
Anyway, so if the above is true then why are these women who are all up in these churches acting as is they are really trying to learn the word of the creator (God) and are really working towards building a better connection and relationship with God, but then at the same time don’t even know how to exercise the words of the creator God with the ones who you should be building with on a personal level? So what does this mean?
“Nevertheless, in the Lord woman is not independent of man nor man of woman.”
 
But yet, y’all run around with this I’M A INDEPENDENT WOMAN AND I’M THE BREAD WINNER OF THE HOUSE HOLD MY MONEY MENTALITY don’t ya.
And to throw salt on the wound made, you would even turn around and naught listen to a man of God who is close, and for you, but would invest and show more effort put energy into the praising, and speaking highly on another man just because they see him fit only because of what?
 
 Is it me? Or is these type of acts being seen naught just by me. I can remember a song that Willie D made called: “Guess My Religion” “why is everybody keep playing with God?”
 
I just call it like it is, and I feel that, the shhh… ain’t cool for women to be trying to play mind games with men who already struggling with trying to be and do better like what he doing, and his walk with the creator (God) is less. If this is true, then I ask why are you women doing this crap as if you don’t know what you are doing?
How you gone try to act like you trying to really do the work of God, but ain’t even showing by your acts to even being doing what was asked, but it’s “Thank you Jesus, and Thank you lord” and all that but yet what can you say you’ve done for either?
 
 
You don’t even show the willingness to listen, learn and build and even see how important it is for you to be there mentally and spiritually for a man who tries to show what y’all be complaining about that there are no men showing, but turn right around try to downplay a man who comes from the street life.
Y’all tearing down men’s mental, then try to call him weak, making all types of excuses to be horrible minded, twist ya mouth up at those men who show to have vision, dreams and goals, you criticize him instead trying to help uplift him, but then ya a** be getting caught up doing strange acts with those same men who you say, and show to support the most why is that?
Mind telling me what is going on in the video below. Oh, and the pastor and the man are best friends?
Hey, don’t be mad at looking at me sideways and shhh… I’m just touching on what I see nowadays, and instead of learning to admit where you might be wrong, you’d rather continue to carry on as if you ain’t got to listen to nothing nobody especially what a man who shows to really try hard to be upright and just has to say when he sees you out-of-order, and cares enough to even try to communicate with you?
But you wonder why there is so much going on with women In These Day’z Of Tyme. So, are you a woman who feels otherwise? Explain what’s going on in the video above.
 
 
Got me wondering if this is the case with the woman who told me, that she puts her church and pastor before me, and that what her relationship with God is between her and God? LoL, I could get deeper with this topic, but I’m straight on that for now.
But I wanted to do this quick post because I’m tired of these women out here pretending like they really getting it in for God, but can’t say nor show what you have done for God that God would appreciate you for.
 
 
And then you have stuff like this going on in churches? Men, beware, because if it happened live in the video above what makes you think that you’re so special where it couldn’t happen to you?
I was hurting after what I experienced, but knowing what I know, I just gotta take the good with the bad and just let it go. 
 
 
 
Got something to say about this? Feel free to drop a comment on this, and tell me what you think, because until y’all start coming clean nothing is gonna change, and gone only get worse, because the creator sees, and knows all, and when trying to play games with men who show to give a damn, you think that is an example of being a woman of the creator (God)? I think naught. That’s it for now later on people.
And I’ll end with this: “Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone? And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him—a threefold cord is not quickly broken.”
 
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