I’m really starting to see more and more to how hard it’s getting to show through your able-ness to willingly strive towards finding balance when it comes to conflicts and resolutions. When doing so, there are also those who try to work even harder to try and silence you when you merely are exercising one’s ability to express thoughts, and feelings beyond the level of communication that people; especially ours are use to receiving. You have to ask self: “What is a real friendship, and or even an relationship when there is no seeking of balance in the communication?”
It always tends to be some type of friction, one-sided way of seeing things and fall-outs. Why? Could it be that, you have people who would rather spend time and energy in silencing you when they either know that they might be wrong, and for some reason they just don’t know how to admit it. Or, they may well just be on some other shhh…, don’t know how to express and communicate, which is something that they say is important to them, and expect it, but don’t want to project it.
So, when I feel as if this is the case, and being done to me, it basically is an example of the oppressing of one’s thoughts, and feelings through expression when I decide to speak on what I see to possibly be wrong and out of law and order now am I wrong for feeling like that? You can’t tell me that this isn’t the case, and that, it’s naught taking place especially within friendships, relationships, companionship’s, these social media streets etc. And you wanna know what’s bad if naught worse about this? The fact that, here it is our race of people as well as other races of people went through so much, and sacrificed a whole lot for one to be able to freely now do what one does; only for it to seem like there are those people who really don’t appreciate that fact that, there are others who do, and I’m one of those people.
Hopefully I’ve reached someone, and or a few who can see, possibly relate to, and feel exactly where I’m coming from by doing this post and why. It’s naught just my truths, but the facts of the matter that you, the reader may be able to see, and get something from the thoughts, and experience of The Artist 4 the People. So, are our expressions being very well oppressed by some of the same people who we expect to feel where we’re coming from, respect how we feel and show in their acts and ways to want the need to get beyond the possible conflict in order to reach a more balanced solution? #CanUImagine ?
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Up early in the morning, it’s 4:19 AM with a whole lot on my mind. Naught like that’s naught everyday though anyway.
So anyway, I’m just laying here, and it crosses my mind how there are those close and in your life, circle, team, squad group whatever you claim or call it; who just naught satisfied until you hurt and or even just die.
And then, I don’t even think that satisfies their thirst for seeing things however they want to see by their selfish acts and ways.
Pretty sure you the reader are a bit thrown off by this post. Or, you just may be feeling where I’m coming from, because you too may well be feeling the same due to those who are close to you who appears to never be satisfied, and do stuff that they know may well rub you in a way that is naught so settling.
But what do I mean, and why am I on such a subject matter at this moment? Well, because when you know the type of love, care and thoughtfulness that I or even you put out, of course you gone feel some type a way about a lot of the shhh… you put up with, and the overwhelming obstacles that you face and go through on the daily.
When I say: “There’s a direct and indirect attack being waged on the minds of men” especially of my tone, I mean just that. You have those type of men who are trying hard to get it right. And then you have those who feel like it’s too hard and much to carry when it comes to being man, so they just like: “F_ _ _ that it’s too much” so they’ve choosen to just give up and that goes for women too.
Where am I going with this? What I’m saying is…. it just seems like no matter how much you strive to be; the hope, and faith is it even worth it and or paying off?
You (MAN) of my tone who are actually showing what needs to be shown only to feel unappreciated by those who you feel should show some type of sign that they really feel where you coming from by certain acts that they know truly matters to you.
But they don’t, these women out here pretending to listen when they only hearing what they want to hear or what they feel is relevant, and matters at that moment to and for them. Just like this post, this blog, my music, thoughts, energy and even my life, and the life of other men of my tone who truly struggle for that matter.
Even though I kinda know that I might be appreciated, deep down within I feel I’m naught and I have my reasons.
Or maybe it’s just me, but I’m shown that I don’t have any room or right to my opinions, have an opinion nor room to voice, speak on and or even constructively complain about some of the many things that I see some y’all favorite rappers, actors, celebrities and entertainers touching on and it’s cool, but as soon as men like me speak on it it doesn’t deserve the same time and attention?
Where’s the equality in that? And let me naught forget to make it very clear to how you have these women of my tone who don’t make it no better.
You have these black women if that’s where we at with it, African American Black Women, Goddess, Divas, Queens whatever title you choose to see fit. They’re a part of the mind game mess too. Here it is a katt like me, I know I’m far from perfect, and messes up as well have my own flaws.
But I’ll tell you this… I know the true importance of women of my tone so I strive to deliver whats needed especially to the one’s I see hope in, love and care for.
I myself try to project everything that you have black women out here trying to say no longer exist or is being shown by black men and or men of my tone actually does! Just the other night I tried (Like always) to show my token of appreciation to this woman who I really dig and you know what she did?
Fell asleep on the phone on me. 😆 I try to laugh to keep from crying and being angry and furious about how I think somebody trying to play me. What men you know of my tone really showing to care about the little things like talking beyond texting?
Showing that what you (Woman) may be going through is noticed and you don’t have to feel mentally alone? WHO? Ya Pastor? All and all though, I’m tired.
Tired of people trying to make it seem as if I’m temporary feel good for the moment. My time and energy count just like anyone else’s.
Just seem like the honable man just don’t stand a chance. I guess that’s where God comes into play, but God is only supposed to assist you in certain matters, “
WHAT WORK ARE YOU SHOWING TO PUT IN FOR GOD TO SEE THAT YOU’RE REALLYTRYING TO GET IT AND MAKE IT RIGHT?”
Other than that, you supposed to have those who will hopefully Spiritually move you by esteeming and uplifting you so that you know that those who you look to and depend on are also giving you the same energy that you try so damn hard to project.
But they wonder why mentally Illness, sickness and distrust and even wanting to deal with mafas is on the rise.
So this is why I feel how I feel, because even if you die do they show the necessary change? Just something for those who know what I’m saying, why I’m saying it and can feel my pain and where I’m coming from. Undermine me for what?
Yes, there are men of my tone who still know how and or are working on how to love and care. You mafas out just showing to stand up for, be for, help, aid, support and build with and up the wtong one’s The 👉 #battleofthemind continues
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When They Misunderstand My Why 2 What I Do
“Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves.”
So I heard that they “Sweden Authorities” got one of y’all favorite rapper’s “Asap Rocky” in a very, very bad situation from what I’ve seen, and read. I may or may naught share the video in the post, but I might. Anyway, just wanted to put y’all up on the latest when it comes to the dilemmas that I hope that you can clearly see that many of these mainstream rappers are now facing #inthesedayzoftyme.
But my question to you would be: “have you taken the time to even ask self why you are seeing these rappers having so many problems, and somehow caught up in drama. Mo’ money, mo’ problems? Na… I think that’s now too much of a easy and watered down excuse to use. I think it’s way more to it than just that.
But let’s get to this whole ASAP Rocky detained by Sweden authorities situation. What I seen is what I seen. But, as I always say: “There’s always more than meets the eyes.” But here’s the biz… I watched the video, I seen back and forth talk, I seen scuffle, and then the Sweden guy swung on dude and then took his headphones off and what appeared to have “struck” ASAP Rocky’s bodyguard?
Then there was more talk, and then the Sweden guy asking for his headphones back. I also kept hearing ASAP Rocky’s people telling the Sweden guys to just gone the other way and about they’re business. There was more back and forth. Then there was ASAP Rocky’s video clip stressing how the Sweden guys kept following his “bodyguard around?” Then there was women who got involved. Then there was something that you can hear about a woman dunken-hines getting grabbed. You then have moments where you see ASAP Rocky trying to reason with the katts by saying they weren’t trying to go to jail.
And then. You have the final take of ASAP Rocky grabbing the Sweden guy and slanging him to the curb and then comes the good ole gang up and #giveit2emraw savage style by jumping the Sweden guy, and then they left. Rest of video can be seen below.
Now that’s what I seen in the video. But I also seen more too that I will get into possibly in a video.
And now from what I heard, he went to the Sweden authorities to tell his side of the story, and I guess they weren’t going for the good Samaritan honest Ni66a shhh… and detained him and some of his party. I think they let his bodyguard out because they couldn’t charge him, but they looking to charge them.
Now they’re talking about free ASAP Rocky, because he’s in inhumane conditions being fed an apple a day etc. I also see that they want President Trump and the U.S. to get involved. So, how does #theartist4thepeople feel about this whole situation? Who cares right? I mean what I might have to say means nothing even though what I may have to say is somewhat very relevant #canuimagine?
I’ll let the people speak on it, because what y’all feel and have to say truly matters at least if it’s within reason. But I will say this. I feel that it is more to it, because I’ve been noticing how some of these mainstream rappers have naught only been getting into a lot of shhh… but also have now seem to find themselves taking on bigger positions and roles when it comes to social and political light.
Nothing wrong with that right? Remember, it’s the #BattleoftheMind and as far as I’m concerned, it just seems like yet another situation that will end up showing how #theyworkinoonit. My thoughts, your incite and views, #giveit2emraw
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